Yeah. I made my own decisions, and it's my own choice.
I chose to make things the way it is now, so yeah,
this is NOT the time to start regretting anything,
neither is it the time to have any negative thoughts.
And yes, I will never think about it again.

We must move on, isn't it?
We must be happy, and happy we will be. :D

But I can't seem to help having such thoughts whenever I quiet down and I'm not busy with anything. Why oh why. This is so wrong. Wrong.
Maybe the solution is to keep myself busy with everything in the world that would keep me busy. Then I'll stop thinking of all the impossible possibilities.


Bibiana, I miss your turtle shell.
I miss what the past used to be.
I feel like I'm drifting apart from my friends,
and like I'm losing a lot a lot of things.


The oboe section must not die in my hands.
Tianji must not die after I leave.
Ezzul must not die even more badly after Tianji leaves.
And the future generations mustn't fall.


Talking to Fabian never fails to make me laugh.
How's your arse? :D



Ah, all the random thoughts.




Oh yes. And I love playing the turn around game with Ting Ting.
That never fails to make me laugh a lot too. :D


One reason to feel sad,
a thousand other reasons to be happy.

WHOOO !